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returntothepit >> discuss >> /rttp/ i relapsed yesterday =( by reimroc on May 26,2009 11:17pm
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toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:17pm edited May 26,2009 11:18pm
after two years of being clean. shit sucks.



toggletoggle post by xanonymousx at May 26,2009 11:20pm
dude there is still hope don't give up!



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:22pm
well i wasn't exactly clean. i would call it more like marijuana maintenance lol



toggletoggle post by RichHorror  at May 26,2009 11:26pm
What'd you do?



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:28pm
i got jammed. really, really jammed.



toggletoggle post by RichHorror  at May 26,2009 11:33pm



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:34pm
lol yes rich, like that.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:35pm



toggletoggle post by RichHorror  at May 26,2009 11:35pm
Delicious relapse grab bag



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:37pm
Yea I bought one of those from this hispanic guy I know.



toggletoggle post by RichHorror  at May 26,2009 11:38pm
We should hang out more. As long as it's nose jam and not vein jam.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:39pm
Then you probably don't want to hang out with me. Thats not to say I don't do the first.



toggletoggle post by RichHorror  at May 26,2009 11:40pm
It's cool we can still use vein jam like nose jam.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:41pm
I probably wouldn't though thats the thing.



toggletoggle post by Conservationist  at May 26,2009 11:49pm
The bit at the beginning of Naked Lunch where he talks about his addiction really floored me. At the time, I'd never heard candor like that. Good luck. If you come to Texas, I'll introduce you to sheep rape -- it's such a high that most people quit all their bad habits just to rape sheep, once they've tried it.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:50pm
LOL



toggletoggle post by the_reverend   at May 26,2009 11:55pm
the whole thing?



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 26,2009 11:56pm
the_reverend said[orig][quote]
the whole thing?


What?



toggletoggle post by SkinSandwich at May 27,2009 7:46am
Heroin smells like baby formula. Not that I would really know though. TSST! SNORT!



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 8:05am
Probably because thats what they cut it with.



toggletoggle post by corpus_colostomy at May 27,2009 8:07am
Conservationist said[orig][quote]
The bit at the beginning of Naked Lunch where he talks about his addiction really floored me. At the time, I'd never heard candor like that. Good luck. If you come to Texas, I'll introduce you to sheep rape -- it's such a high that most people quit all their bad habits just to rape sheep, once they've tried it.


HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE HAD ANAL SEX?



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 8:39am
this really does suck. i can't believe i relapsed.



toggletoggle post by scumfuck at May 27,2009 8:48am
ya gonna do it again?



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 8:52am
probably after work. go down to the burg, pick up some new spikes and do it. i'm torn between not going and going right now.



toggletoggle post by mikeofdecrepitude at May 27,2009 8:53am
That's why I would never mainline any drug. Heroin's a decent time, but I'd opt for pharmaceutical painkiller's instead.



toggletoggle post by RustyPS  at May 27,2009 8:57am



toggletoggle post by SkinSandwich at May 27,2009 9:08am
mikeofdecrepitude said[orig][quote]
That's why I would never mainline any drug. Heroin's a decent time, but I'd opt for pharmaceutical painkiller's instead.


Agreed, but expensive as shit.



toggletoggle post by c.dEAD at May 27,2009 9:11am
Sorry it had to happen. I wouldn't know, but shits got to be hard to put down. Thats why I would never touch the shit as I know I would love it.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 9:20am edited May 27,2009 9:23am
I had stopped when I got jail/probation 3 1/2 years ago and was clean for a while. when i got out of the system last february(2008) i started drinking/smoking weed which was fine for a while then i don't know what triggered me the other day. I just wanted to do it really, really bad.



toggletoggle post by goatcatalyst   at May 27,2009 9:26am
Sorry to hear. I hope everything works out. Maybe after work you could make arrangements to stay with some friends who don't do it and could give you some positive reinforcement?



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 9:28am
Yea I could do that. I just hate this teeter-tottering feeling i have of "oh well i already relapsed so what will one more time hurt" and "man i don't need to be doing this shit"


SUCKS



toggletoggle post by goatcatalyst   at May 27,2009 9:39am
Go with the "don't need to be doing this" feeling and spend some time with friends who can help you through it, dude. You'll be much better off.



toggletoggle post by arilliusbm  at May 27,2009 9:41am
that's a dark hole to climb out of, but definitely within your grasp. try not to do anything that affects your life in a negative way; keep your head up and stay around people who care about you. and stay away from treadmills



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 9:43am
goatcatalyst said[orig][quote]
Go with the "don't need to be doing this" feeling and spend some time with friends who can help you through it, dude. You'll be much better off.


Yea. I think I will do this. Probably go straight to my buddy's house after work and just chill there for a while. Have him babysit me lolol



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 9:44am
arilliusbm said[orig][quote]
that's a dark hole to climb out of, but definitely within your grasp. try not to do anything that affects your life in a negative way; keep your head up and stay around people who care about you. and stay away from treadmills


Thank aril. I appreciate your words.



toggletoggle post by arilliusbm  at May 27,2009 9:45am
no problem.
PS: let's start a grunge band



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 9:48am edited May 27,2009 9:49am
lol my buddy ryan would so be willing to play in that. hes stuck in the 90s(musically) his favorite bands are nirvana and the smashing pumpkins. thats not to say he doesn't listen to other stuff but those were his "firsts" and still listens to them to this day.



toggletoggle post by goatcatalyst   at May 27,2009 9:50am
Fuck, I'd totally do a grunge band. Soundgarden + Alice In Chains + first Pearl Jam album all night long, baby!



toggletoggle post by dreadkill  at May 27,2009 9:51am
sorry to hear it. best of luck.



toggletoggle post by BlackoutRick at May 27,2009 10:18am
You need to become a friend of Bill's. Go to a meeting. June 4th I'll have 10 years without booze.



toggletoggle post by brian_dc  at May 27,2009 10:50am
Grunge FTW.
Relapsing FTL, but what Aril and Goat are suggesting FTW. You can do this, man.



toggletoggle post by the_reverend   at May 27,2009 10:58am
will you be in my century media gift bag?



toggletoggle post by sxealex   at May 27,2009 11:06am
my friend just went to rehab for dis poop... sigh... stay clean while u still can broooo



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 11:17am
Thanks for uplift guys. I posted this thread thinking it would make for some sort of interesting original content. Ya know being the nerd I am ^_^. lol To tell you the truth I was expecting to get trolled instead of supported. It is the internet after all. Gotta expect that shit rofl.



toggletoggle post by the_rooster  at May 27,2009 11:26am
While I have no clue what it's like to be addicted to Heroin, and I don't know you at all, I really hope that you muster the ability to get through this tough time you're having and kick that shit.

I know it's not this simple, but DON'T DO IT. It'll never be worth it. Go to a meeting, call a friend, play some music, take a walk..... Anything else.

I've had a couple close friends get into trouble with cocaine, and it's a sad thing.

Be well man.




toggletoggle post by Conservationist  at May 27,2009 11:46am
corpus_colostomy said[orig][quote]
HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE HAD ANAL SEX?


And being with a man doesn't count!

Sheep anal > human anal



toggletoggle post by metal_church101  at May 27,2009 12:04pm
arilliusbm said[orig][quote]
let's start a grunge band


Ha!!!



toggletoggle post by RustyPS  at May 27,2009 12:09pm
stay strong bro...try to find strength anywhere you can



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 12:55pm edited May 27,2009 1:23pm
i'm going to get back into actually playing music more often to keep myself busy. being a musician i am always surrounded by it but i have really put off playing recently.



toggletoggle post by blue  at May 27,2009 1:19pm
THERE ARE NO GRAB BAGZ, ONLY WEED IS REEL.

Seriously, though. Fuck that shit, do whatever you can in your power to stay away. Friends, family & music, that's all you need.



toggletoggle post by Eli_hhcb at May 27,2009 1:20pm
My friend! Get away from it. Imagine how hard it was to kick before, why let it get so hard again. You know how much harder it will be if you get sick. Much respect, I hope for the best.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 1:21pm edited May 27,2009 1:22pm
Yea need to stay away.



toggletoggle post by SkinSandwich at May 27,2009 1:24pm
Yeah, the dope sick sucks the cack. puking, shitting, cold, hot, aches, major pain, anxiety through the ceiling, all the worst shit. Hope you make it through the day!



toggletoggle post by SkinSandwich at May 27,2009 1:24pm
I just realized I said major pain




toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 1:27pm
lol classic movie.



toggletoggle post by Yeti at May 27,2009 1:27pm
I make a call, so far to fall
Restless craving,
inundating
The summer snow,
but it's not cold
Once it's tested,
thus infected
I've lost myself again
I've lost myself again
it's a nightmare,
but it's clear
it will end, but then?
The break of day,
I rot away
With every breath,
I pray for death



toggletoggle post by the_reverend   at May 27,2009 1:31pm
phil anselmo proves that there is no such thing as a functioning junky.



toggletoggle post by bradmann@bc library at May 27,2009 1:33pm
congrats on getting signed




toggletoggle post by RustyPS  at May 27,2009 1:34pm
*plays rimshot*



toggletoggle post by bradmann@bc library at May 27,2009 1:39pm



toggletoggle post by Sacreligion at May 27,2009 1:42pm
i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter



toggletoggle post by bradmann@bc library at May 27,2009 1:43pm
FUCKIN HOT




toggletoggle post by goatcatalyst   at May 27,2009 1:57pm
You can almost see a lil bush



toggletoggle post by RustyPS  at May 27,2009 1:59pm
Sacreligion said[orig][quote]
i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter
someone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag



toggletoggle post by moenli at May 27,2009 2:01pm
i've seen what this shit can do to people first hand, stay away man...and good goddamned luck



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 2:02pm
RustyPS said[orig][quote]
Sacreligion said[orig][quote]
i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter
someone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag


epic idea



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 2:02pm
moenli said[orig][quote]
i've seen what this shit can do to people first hand, stay away man...and good goddamned luck


thank you sir.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 3:34pm
Well its almost clock out time from work. I made the day so far without skipping out to drive to fitchburg lol



toggletoggle post by BlackoutRick at May 27,2009 3:55pm
Yeti said[orig][quote]
I make a call, so far to fall
Restless craving,
inundating
The summer snow,
but it's not cold
Once it's tested,
thus infected
I've lost myself again
I've lost myself again
it's a nightmare,
but it's clear
it will end, but then?
The break of day,
I rot away
With every breath,
I pray for death



White Slavery.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 27,2009 5:00pm
^



toggletoggle post by brodown at May 27,2009 5:05pm
RustyPS said[orig][quote]
Sacreligion said[orig][quote]
i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter
someone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag


Isn't that what RTTP is?



toggletoggle post by RustyPS  at May 27,2009 6:20pm
brodown said[orig][quote]
RustyPS said[orig][quote]
Sacreligion said[orig][quote]
i thought that said "instant trim shot" and was expecting it to be waay hawter
someone should make that a real website...like every time you visit it, its just a different picture of a vag


Isn't that what RTTP is?
touche good sir



toggletoggle post by SkinSandwich at May 28,2009 8:07am
Did ya make it through the rest of the day?



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 28,2009 10:34am edited May 28,2009 10:34am
yea i made it. got your email too.



toggletoggle post by dreadkill  at May 28,2009 10:46am
glad to hear you made it through the day.



toggletoggle post by SkinSandwich at May 28,2009 11:15am
reimroc said[orig][quote]
yea i made it. got your email too.


Cool mang...



toggletoggle post by ouchdrummer   at May 28,2009 11:27am
reim, if you wanna talk sometime i'm in an outpatient program (not methadone) for similar issues and it works great. Call me, it could work for you too.



toggletoggle post by AnotherMetalDrummer  at May 28,2009 11:40am
Hey Reimroc, I am in the same situation as you. I attend 3-4 NA meetings a week and it really helps me out. I am in the same boat as you, I was heavilly addicted to heroin. Relapse is the worst but it happens man, no one is perfect. You just have to learn from it. Just remember, if you relapse, let it be that one time but if you continue to use its only going to get worse man! Dont let that shit grab you under again. If you ever think of using again, dont be afraid to call someone, talk to someone, post on rttp. Good luck brother, hit me up anytime if you need any words of encourgement



toggletoggle post by xanonymousx at May 28,2009 11:48am
reimroc said[orig][quote]
Yea I could do that. I just hate this teeter-tottering feeling i have of "oh well i already relapsed so what will one more time hurt" and "man i don't need to be doing this shit"


SUCKS


don't do it again, someone in my family just died because of this.



toggletoggle post by brodown at May 28,2009 3:30pm
Hey Garret, come on down to WUML and hang tonight if you're looking to keep yourself otherwise occupied...



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 28,2009 3:36pm
I'm going out to a meeting tonight. Maybe two.



toggletoggle post by Das Schidt !!! at May 28,2009 3:44pm
SHOOT YOURSELF IN THE HEAD YOU JUNKIE SCUMBAG!! HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA



toggletoggle post by arilliusbm  at May 28,2009 3:45pm
clan meeting?



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 28,2009 3:58pm
arilliusbm said[orig][quote]
clan meeting?


HOT SHOWER! HOT SHOWER!



toggletoggle post by ctb0rderpatrol at May 28,2009 4:06pm
DRINK SOME GANSETTS AND FUCK SOME WHOOWAHHS, ITS OK TO BE HAAHD AS A BAHHNACLE



toggletoggle post by My_Dying_Bride at May 28,2009 6:28pm
SWITCH TO DUB-STEP NITROUS ORGIES OR YOU ARE A PUSSY.



toggletoggle post by BlackoutRick at May 29,2009 3:00pm
How bout some seriousness, assholes.



toggletoggle post by SkinSandwich at May 29,2009 3:15pm
Looks like he is doing well on the last report, cool bro!



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 29,2009 6:04pm
Yea I'm alive and well. Been keeping myself in check since I used. Of course I'm craving in my mind but I don't have any physical withdrawls or anything so its been fairly easy to keep myself away from doing it again. Lastly thanks for your support and kind words guys.



toggletoggle post by goatcatalyst   at May 29,2009 6:38pm
Keep yo head up, nigga!!!



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 29,2009 6:49pm
goatcatalyst said[orig][quote]
Keep yo head up, nigga!!!


thanks playa playa



toggletoggle post by goatcatalyst   at May 29,2009 7:09pm
Sho nuff




toggletoggle post by goatcatalyst   at May 29,2009 7:11pm
How's that for fail?



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 29,2009 7:26pm
rofl



toggletoggle post by SkinSandwich at May 29,2009 7:48pm



toggletoggle post by ddrummer at May 29,2009 8:00pm
stay clean man, dont liet you life turn into a horrorfest like it was



toggletoggle post by BlackoutRick at May 31,2009 2:50pm
Life is worth living, man. Think positive.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at May 31,2009 4:03pm
I have been thinking quite positive. I really don't want to go back to the way is was a couple years ago.



toggletoggle post by ouchdrummer   at Jun 1,2009 11:25am
Again Reim, call me. If you aren't familiar with the suboxone program, you should be. Combined with meetings and counseling it's the best thing i ever did.



toggletoggle post by reimroc at Jun 1,2009 11:37am
ouchdrummer said[orig][quote]
Again Reim, call me. If you aren't familiar with the suboxone program, you should be. Combined with meetings and counseling it's the best thing i ever did.


I am quite familiar with suboxone. My buddy used to be on that but is now on the methadone.



toggletoggle post by ouchdrummer   at Jun 1,2009 4:31pm
y don't you get into the program? It works wonders. (when done correctly in correlation w/counseling.)



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